Wow, it's really been since September when the last time I posted. And it's sad that the reason I'm posting now has nothing to do with pharmacy school. Instead, I'll take a personal day, with a personal post as I watch Mona Lisa Smile on Netflix and procrastinate studying for the two exams I have next week.
As I try to think of how to start, I just feel silly. So I'll just jump into it and see how it goes.
I'm not sure what it is about this week, but I've gotten tired of the long distance. It just makes me sad. It makes me sad to go through each day without my best friend. Sad to have to deal with conflict and hardships all alone. Sad to have to schedule time just to have a 10-minute chat.
At the beginning of all this, I looked at it as a chance to grow as individuals. Taking the steps we needed to take for our careers before finally reconnecting when we were done with education. Well, it's been almost a whole school year and I feel all grown up now. Can't it just be over? I'm ready to spend each day working towards "we", and not "me".
Sorry for being the debbie-downer. Must be Valentine's Day blues, or the gloomy cold weather.
